Oh lord that elusive feeling of a life well spent, Instead of this malignant discontent….

How it is to be stuck in a moment for once
And to keep floating in the abyss of time the next instance

I am living in a world that is trapped in a crystal ball
With a seer who asks us to wait for miracles to befall

We wait for the first crystal flake
But alas like snow each one shows us the next road to take

We chart our different paths, to reach the end
We have raced against time and now, cannot make amends

We look up at the sky and there is no silver lining
We look down at the earth and see that it is shining

Life is not what it will be, but what it has always been
So what we have now is far worth what it could have been ( So what Do I have now )

Yet I live for tomorrow and I forget today
I breathe but I am not breathing… I am just existing

And the perplexing question seals my lips
And engulfs my mind
To live, is a reason I must find

Until then I shall be consumed
By the monotony, the pointlessness of it all, the utter futility
of my pathetic gloom