is how the story goes and how events unfold
what i did when i did not know
what I did not know when I did what I did
is what will make this circle a circle and the full stop a black hole
If I wasnt what I was, if I could just be what I am
if I could speak my mind without being afraid
of losing someone for whom I truly cared (.. still do)
I would have spoken sooner ,I would have made it better
instead I waited till later and walked away..and thought time would let things fade
on the other side of this one tree hill lay an unaware tortured soul
he watched his love walk away and stood alienated in the crowd
while she thought it would be a new beginning, it ended everything he had built
he dug in deep, he spurted out blood while she convulsed with guilt
and thus the story goes on and on...she cant seem to forget
he has lost the memories of his life, of himself and doesnt want more regret
he walks away from all of it, she walks towards it , runs towards it until...
it explodes and erupts again, all that lies buried under the one tree hill
